I Am Alone. Please Help Me

I am alone. well. i think i have finally broken down to my last resort. an interenet group. i guess this is what it comes to for me after the neverending lonliness. i just cant get over this desperate feeling that there has to be more to this life than a regular scedule that tells us what we do and what we have to be! if anybody else has felt this feeling of comolete lonliness, you know it's one of the worst feelings ever. please comment, for me. An utterly desperate teenage girl who just cant stand the idea of living my life anymore. Whenever something good happens, i cant even bring myself to enjoy it. i dont want to take part in anything, no matter how hard i try. and worst of all, i for the life of me, cannot give up the need to cut my wrists. please, if anybodys out there with a heart, help me. this is the cry of help that the books, poems and movies tell us all to do! they say you find help if you speak up. so one kast time, please help me.  
foreverdamaged foreverdamaged
13-15, F
3 Responses May 23, 2012

i feel like this but im sorry but i came here 4 same reason but i dont think anyone here will like me either.

Thankyou :) And i know I'm very new here, but from what I know most people will not judge. So I disagree with the part about nobody liking you here.

i real understand have yet to undersatnd why i am still here i lost both of my loves at there age 19 roberta i had been with sense the age of 11 and her mother gave me a home withthem at age 12 we were never apart tll her death at age 19<br />
god even sent me back to this world once telling me it was not my time<br />
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i have only the kids i take care of and my silly dog in this world

I appreciate your comment:) I'm aware that there are LOTS of people who have it worst than me, and try to keep that in mind when I'm dealing with difficult situations

my heart goes out to you. Long ago I felt like you do, and I am thankful to be here at 50, despite many hard things I have been through. find a purpose for your life, something you can give back to your community or even the world. keep your focus on giving, and you will receive. please hang in there. you are precious--did you know that children are a gift from God? knowing that He loves me has gotten me through many difficult experiences. Reading biographies of people who overcame difficult things in life can help. thank you for sharing.

Thank you so much for the support:) It really will help and i will look back on this in times of need.