Any Advice Is Welcomed

Thanks yeah I talked to him once since I posted this. still not allowed to know anything, but he told me not to listen to my friends because theyre just jealous of what we have and are trying to put negative thoughts in my head to make me break up with him just because they want me unhappy like them. He told me to have faith in him and he will make it back home to me. He said as soon he comes home he isnt wasting a minute to marry me so I better go ahead and start planning or it will be short planned when he gets back, because he said he doesnt want to be engaged and sent back over so he wants to marry asap when he gets back. Its so unusual for me to have to deal with it all because Im so used to planning things and being able to see the one I love daily to go to dating someone else and barely able to talk to him and all spontaneous things. It definitely makes for a interesting time though. It kind of makes me think of Anne of green gables if you have ever seen it. I told him that if he ever went missing in action then I was figuring out a way to find him and would travel everywhere to do so no matter what the danger was. He laughed and told me to not worry he would be fine, but I was and still am completely dead serious when it comes to that. I would risk my life to find him if I thought he was missing. lol. I love him so much. Its definitely strange for me, because we talked for like two weeks online through a chat room (my friend from NC introduced and we could only talk online till he took his leave to visit his family here in fl.) the first day we met met is when I fell in love with him and every day since then ive been falling more and more in love with him. He is my universe my light in the night sky. I dont know what I would have done if I had not met him. Hes my guardian soldier ;)

Aw that so sweet! my bf wants us to get married too as soon as he retires so Im really hoping this will be his last. He's been in the army for more than twenty years so yeah its about time. Lucky you have heard from him these past two weeks, I never heard from mine at all. Yeah I get what you mean about talking in a chatroom thats what we do too since they are not allowed to have online accounts. He actually whispers when talking on the mic becaus ethe captain might hear him and then he'll be in big trouble hahaha! I don't think theyre even allowed to chat. Good to meet someone who knows exactly the way I feel and teh exact same situation Im in. it's really sad not to have someone to talk to about this so I resort to online social sites. As for the anne of green gables nah I havent heard of that movie but I have a general idea that its an old fashioned movie right? so I gues s your wedding dress would be a bit conservative. Best of wishes to you and your guy.

haha i know exactly what you mean! lol and its a trilogy really funny, and sweet. Definite must see the third one though is about her child hood crush goes to war right after they get married and he goes missing in action and she sneaks over as a fake nurse and goes all over germany risking her life to look for him and at the end of the movie she finds him and they go home and she finds him right when the war was ending (WW2 that is). Its pretty entertaining. My parents tried getting me to watch it as a kid and I didnt like it, but when I turned 13 I watched it again because I was bored and wanted to watch something new and I actually loved him and still do. lol. and actually my dress will probably be a white sundress with brown boots ;) Im a country girl at heart with a spirit of a city slicker. lol. I grew up in the country of texas till I was 15 then lived in indiana till i was 19 and now I live in south florida so I have been all over. I have traveled to almost every state, been to mexico once, and to canada 3 times. lol so traveling to go look for him wouldnt phase me if I had to do it and I would if he went missing without a doubt. lol.

by the way I messaged you as well :P