Hi again I am starting to feel depressed. I haven't talked to my bf in a week (I know thats a short time compared to most of yall) but being in this new army relationship is harder than I thought. I dont know where he got deployed to, when he will be back, or even when I will hear from him again. It was a last minute call. He didnt have but a 5 hour warning to pack his stuff call me and leave. Hes in the special forces so thats expected, but since he was ranking up we didnt expect that it would happen so soon. Now im feeling lost more than ever. I havent met his family yet to talk to them about it or to ask if they have heard anything or know anything I dont know. I dont have any friends here yet so all I have is my parents to talk to about it and they just keep telling me to be patient. I am naturally a impatient person and so this is getting rough for me. I try to keep myself busy with work and college, but my mind keeps getting distracted by thoughts of him. I have trouble sleeping at night, I lost my apetite and only eat when im with my parents at night (not every night) and thats only because they make me eat. I just dont feel like doing anything until I know whats going on. I think it would be easier if I had a friend who was closer or a friend whom is going through the same thing that can lend some advice on this aching heart of mine. If anyone can help me or give me any advice please do it will be greatly appreciated. Thanks.