Why...Why do I hurt so much God? Is this what you want? How many times is enough? What else will go wrong? Have I fulfilled my purpose? When will it be my time to go? What do I do now? God I'm just so tired of the hurt and I look for you to relieve this pain but it's still there. I asked you to let me die in my sleep one night and I woke up and I wondered why didn't you listen. There is no need for me anymore God. What use am I? I'm constantly heartbroken, ignored, and depressed. The feeling of being alone when laying down on my bed by myself with no one next to me is more than I can bear. Being used and lied to kills me slowly but surely. And I just ask why God, why am I going through all this?
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