Death By Hibachi

I kept hearing about all these people dying by locking themselves into enclosed spaces and burning charcoal. I drank a half a bottle of wine, took some sleeping pills and antianxiety meds, fired up the grill and bundled up on my bathroom floor. I woke up the next morning covered in vomit and soot and cried for an hour because I was so sad to be alive. It took a couple days for my head to be right from all the pills is taking months to get rid of the smell.

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2 Responses May 2, 2010

I'm sorry to hear you survived, a friend and I wanted to try this method with weed and alcohol and charcoal.

Death by hibachi is extremely complicated and very easy to screw up. If the circumstances arise and I decide that the time is right this will be my method of choice. I tried cutting an artery in my arms but I was definitely not ready to die. At least I'll leave a good looking corpse with this method. But all I'll say about suicide in general is make sure you're ready. Weigh the pros and cons. Think about who you'll be hurting along with yourself. That's precisely why I won't attempt again unless both my parents die.

I'm ready, I left anti depression formula to my loved ones but they are too stubborn to attempt to understand outsiders.

You are correct. My son discussed this and euthanasia with me several times. He tried very hard to prepare me for this. This past Sunday, on Mother's Day, he tried this method and succeeded. Although I am not angry with him because I, more than anyone understand, I am in extreme pain. I am very close with both my sons and I am sitting here wondering how I can possibly go on for my remaining son.