I Just Want It To Stop

I hate my job. I don't want to to wake up. I don't want to eat food. I just want to lay down and die. I have no dreams. I have no real passions. I sit in front of the tv and numb myself. I really see no reason to keep going other than to spare others the pain of my death. I keep trying medications that don't make me any better. I have people who tell me to just snap out of it and no matter what thought patterns I attempt, I seem to be just stuck in this state of limbo between life and death. It's getting so tiring being alive anymore. I'm only 23, but my life hasn't progressed at all since I began being depressed when I was in my teens. My brain is so scattered as you can tell by my post.

I'm so stuck. Going nowhere fast.
Death! Please save me from this.
lostinthisplace lostinthisplace
22-25, F
3 Responses Jul 22, 2010


I know how you feel

I want to believe that everything comes to an end. Relationships, emotions, situations, everything. I want to believe depression will come to an end, too. I just hope it'll happen soon, before we're forever damaged.