Feeling Numb.........

Ive lost everything,only wanting a couple of things in my life and they have been taken from me.people are cruel and vindictive.i feel shadows creaping in all around me.i feel numb,drive and dont know how i got there.i sleep and dont wake up for hours.i lay my head down and just ask the lord to end my pain while i sleep.i wake up and feel damnedi just go thru the montions with no feeling.all seems gone,nothting left to carry on in this miserable world without them.i think about it everyday,an the way to do it.just wanna go somewheres out in the woods and never be found.just dont wann go on anymore
yunalesca yunalesca
1 Response Aug 1, 2010

I've been there, not long ago. But at some point I realised that it wasn't me who wanted to die, it was the depression talking. I don't want to die, I want to live, and I want to live life the way I want. I hope you get to that realisation too. It's easier that way. Take care.