Why Do I Do This?

Again and again and again... I don't know what I'm doing. Trapped, can't escape the pain, yes. But why? Why is it so? What does this mean? I can explain but the words don't mean anything. I only understand the pain. The pain is the only thing that speaks to me. The pain is the only thing that is real.
moontides moontides
31-35, F
1 Response Aug 7, 2010

Sounds like a perfectly reasonable and rational explanation - why does my emotional self not understand this?<br />
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Thanks for your comment... the cold, hard truth might knock some sense into me.