~ No Matter What ~

* I'm hoping with a bit more confidence that I will eventually be able to stand up for what I believe in. Will be able to state my side without cowering away in fear. It's hard, I've been swallowing my opinions & feelings for a lot of years, but in getting to know myself I've come to the conclusion that I have strong feelings about quite a few things. =] It'll be nice to finally have the confidence to allow them out. I have fear of anger though. The little girl inside is still scared that everyone will leave her if she ever opens her mouth & disagrees. I'm trying to help her, but it is hard because as irrational as it is.............I have it too. =[ *

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Mar 16, 2009