An Everyday Reminder...

I'll look at my reflection if I have to, but that's it. Its not that I think I'm ugly. I'd like to think I've gotten over my self-esteem issues as well. I try to be a strong person, for myself and for others, but whenever I see my reflection, the first thing I usually look at is my neck, and I'm reminded of that dream, my night terror. It never fails. Once I think about it, it stays in the back of my head. Its a nagging feeling that waits until I slip up and loose focus to grab a hold of me until something snaps me out of it and I'm brought back to reality. I think my only exception is when I need to draw a certain body position or a pose. Its posted in my dream journal, so if anyone wants to read it by all means go ahead. I don't feel like writing it here.

mistaXbarreto mistaXbarreto
18-21, M
1 Response Mar 11, 2010

I guess you grabbed your neck while you were asleep.