Avoiding You?

I avoid negative people. I am negative myself, I just don't show it.
I don't want you to know what I'm thinking, or how I'm feeling.
I come off happy.
I'm so negative myself, that I surround myself with positive people.
It makes me feel alive and sometimes helps me forget that I'm an awful person.
I cry to myself. I hate myself in secret. Though you'd think I'm the most happiest person alive.
I live a lie.
ashlynnx ashlynnx
26-30, F
Jul 17, 2010