Soooooo Confused.

I am always confused. I think way to much. It's really tiring. I have always been the slower one of my group and I really hate it. I have a hard time doing easy stuff, like simple add and subtract, I have to think about it. So I try my best to not do math around others or it will just lower my mood by getting made fun of. I am only good in a few subjects. But that's still not saying much.

I've been trying to change my views and point of view, but sometimes I come to the conclusion that there's no point. I wanna be better but I don't know how to control my moods. I'm usually happy but once a month or so I get all upset and want to hurt someone. I'm not sure what to do. I am not going to take meds because I don't believe in them. Its good for some people, but not me. I want to learn to live without. I am always so lonely. The only 2 people I hangout with live kinda far to constantly go hangout. I think that's it.
johnnywillsave johnnywillsave
26-30, M
2 Responses May 5, 2012

You are bad at maths yet you are good at cooking. You can't be good at everything. Focus on the things you are good it and try to develop yourself within those areas.

I'm not good at much.

I find it miserable how I can relate to this so much. =[ I'm still going through this too but I don't really have a solution, guess it's something to adapt to overtime...

No! thats just lazy. You must be from america.