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Help?

Whoa. i've found that a ball gag is just an evil tool to further enslave me. He's been teasing me for so long now and especially with my arms bound overhead. All i can do is hang there and drool all over myself while He teases me to the point of begging. i volunteered for this long ago, but it's turning me into a mega-*****. Hanging, grinding, drooling, trying to slip away as He just keeps on teasing me. All i can do is moan through my gag and drool while the thought of my helplessness and vulnerability make more even more horny, driving me to do more of the above, and thus making me more horny, building and building upon itself...fighting my gag and bonds...but knowing i'm trapped in my body and with my body trapped He controls my mind. He breaks my mind down, making me more and more submissive by the day. The gag and bonds are tools to enslave me.
amay60013 amay60013 26-30, F 19 Responses Oct 24, 2010

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You are very fortunate to have someone to tie you up, the best I can expect is to ball gag myself which is fun, but I so very much want to be tied to a chair and ball gagged for an extended period of time.

I would love to be in your position only with my gorgeous wife. I hope she cuckolds me someday and forces me to watch. Your stories are very hot and you look like you are a knockout!

Thank you.

I love your story i too am bound and hung up with a gag in my mouth on occasion and it is uncomfortable and irresitable at the same time and i love it

i can relate to all you say. oh yes.

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i can relate to all you say. oh yes.

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You paint a delicious picture! This sounds like a wonderful 'problem' for you to have.

I beg to differ Amay, but it does not seem like you need 'Help'. Hopefully by now you have realised that the the ball gag is another means of setting you free. It feeds your need to be controlled when being pleasured. You do not have to worry about unnecessary conversational words - you simply enjoy the erotic feelings and pleasures he brings to you.



HE is the one who needs the help. YOU simply need to appreciate the efforts he goes to to feed your needs and for that you should be more appreciative. But of course you probably know that by now.

This sounds so familiar.



Yes. i am very physically fit. i have to work out a lot. He controls this and mandates it. There are many exercises. i spend a lot of time doing this.



For me it was all about him making it all about me. i opened up more and more. Sexually, physically, mentally, i opened up more and got so comfortable with him. He was all about me. i loved it. i eventually wanted to do more for Him. It's a long story. send me mail

It looks like you're very physically fit, too. Are you given time to exercise? I'm curious about your days, how you spend your time aside from bondage and sex... all of that is of course interesting, but the control must be on so many levels.



Right now in my relationship it's 'all about me' and what he does for me sexually, emotionally, we talk A LOT about all kinds of personal subjects/what each of us thinks and feels... he's told me that he doesn't want me to hold back and that he needs me to always be 'me'. He's told me that he wants to take care of me and this has given him a great sense of purpose and pleasure.



I don't know if I'm interpreting it all wrong, but in my opinion he's exploring his dominate nature with me and it'll expand to other areas of my life... and I find myself looking forward to it! For us, and I imagine it's this way for all dominates and submissives, communication is key to me submitting and him knowing how to best dominate me. I can see it unfolding further in this way.

Yes. They are.

The picture of you with the gag in your mouth was an interesting choice: I guess the photos that go up are chosen by him, as are your posts?

It depends....an hour...or so.

What a picture you paint. How long are you made to hang there, drooling from the ball gag?

Yes...whether i like it or not!

Funny that you use the term "creature". i'd say that is how i feel when bound. Captive. A creature or property depending on the situation. i am His.

I believe that any sort of bondage/humiliation device, including ball gags are designed not so much to bind physically as mentally, the captured creature. For when one is enslaved, the slaver will likely hold the upper hand in all things, at least for a time, which, in turn, will force the captive mind to acquiesce it is usually this realisation of enslavement in which those that train both the mind and bodies of consensual slaves find the greatest triumph, and those enslaved find the greatest truth... that is pleasure. I'm not a dominant creature, but I would venture a guess that it is also when the dominant mind finds its greatest pleasure as well.

i am trapped. You are correct.



Do i like it? Yes. In fact, i can't resist it.

Sounds like you are trapped in this relationship.

I think ball gags are humiliating. Do you like it? Do you feel you are looking forward to sessions? Or do you want to get even lower?