Tired Of The Bashing Of Me!

I understand that most yall do not know me nor will ever have the chance, but I am human with feelings! I might be different from most and do things differently, but I do what I think would be best in the long run. I have a past just as everyone else in this dim dotted world we live in, but when I have tried my best to be a better person plus make myself happy when all is wrong around me... WELL IT HURTS WHEN I JUST GET TOSSED UP & OUT CAUSE OTHERS ARE NOT HAPPY IN THEIR LIFE! I am now sick of trying to be the better person and shut my feelings down so I do not hurt anyone, but that time has now came to an end! I plan on thinking of #1 here and I am not gonna worry about what others think I should do or act anymore. If it makes me a bad person for doing so... SO BE IT cause I will play the bad guy since that is how I am treated anyways in my real life here. So the best thing I can say now is to just kiss my *** and sit back cause now I will tell my side and where I am coming from! SO SHUT THE **** UP & STOP READING THIS IF YOUR GONNA GET MAD ABOUT IT CAUSE IT AIN'T ABOUT HOW YALL ARE EFFECT NOW... IT'S ALL ABOUT ME!!!!!!! #1... ME MYSELF & I.... GET OVER YOURSELF NOW CAUSE YOU CAN GET THE **** OFF ME & MY PROFILE IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO READ OR SEE MY CRAP ANYMORE! THIS IS NOT YOUR PROFILE... IT'S MINE!



So let start with what got me here typing this... read and go ahead and judge, but that is all yall can do since you do not know the WHOLE story here. Yes I was harsh... yes I said VERY hateful things to my son... yes I play farmville... yes I do not have a job that I go clock in & out of everyday... yes I gave my oldest 3 kids to my mother... yes I have done things wrong... yes I am human!



This is from my son's status... I am posting this so when I start bashing yall... you will understand why! I am gonna comment on all this as I go... my thoughts and comment will be in bold print. (MEANING IT WILL BE THE DARK COLOR FOR THE DIM DOTS READING!)



I am gonna start by saying this crap with Allen start when his ninnie called and asked what I would do since he cuss out his teacher & principle... I told her I would take his cell & xbox away! He cussed at me calling me names and such!



I am gonna start with... FOLKS THAT CAN NOT SPELL SHOULD NOT BE TYPING CAUSE YOU LOOK LIKE A PURE DIM DOT & AS IF YOU HAVE NOT BEEN TO SCHOOL...EVER!





Allen

its bad wen ur mom is already sorry and then want to call there on son sorry wen there as sorry as it gets tell me facebook wat a moma should do cause it sure as **** aint leaven ur son on ur moma steps at ten days old sick as **** i really dont give a **** no more im done wit tryin they obviously dont no want a parent is even after bout 17 ****** years but o well **** the world and **** today

September 27, 2011 at 12:24pm ·

(1st off I didn't leave you on her doorsteps... I called and told her to come get you for reason that are non of yalls business, but if I had of known my own mother was gonna turn against me & bash me to my kids about stuff she knows nothing of... I would have just let the state come get you! Guess your daddy is a saint being he left and never turned back to see how you nor your sister was doing... let alone even call to check up on yall, but I am sorry cause I did what was best in the long run for yall !)



Lamar likes this.

Lamar

whats up with you?

September 27, 2011 at 12:33pm

Allen

***** *** moma want to talk **** but she want come here again if she does she goin relise she shouldnt have

September 27, 2011 at 12:35pm

(if I was such a sorry as mother... I would press charges with this since it is a threat!)

Lamar

damn man

September 27, 2011 at 12:35pm

Allen

Yea

September 27, 2011 at 12:36pm via mobile

Brittani

what??? whats the deal

September 27, 2011 at 12:45pm

Anna

Don't stress about things you can't change. I'm sorry you're having a bad day! I love you.

(gotta love family... never takes up for you nor says anything like Allen this is wrong!)

September 27, 2011 at 1:22pm

Allen

I love you to

September 27, 2011 at 1:26pm via mobile

Tara

hey now im still here and i still care we all do up here

September 27, 2011 at 1:45pm

Allen

I know and i love yall all up there to and everyone thats got a phone to text me

September 27, 2011 at 1:50pm via mobile

Tara

ok i will kile just got min do u have his number

September 27, 2011 at 1:52pm

Rich

I am sorry you have to deal with all of that.

(REALLY? Allen does not have to deal with anything since yall baby him... poor baby can not do anything but whine....BOOHOO ALLEN! )

September 27, 2011 at 4:17pm

Harley

allen delete this please no need for facebook to know family business no matter what the cost i love you and if you need me message me

( well look here... guess he couldn't stop trying to make folks feel sorry for him plus make everyone hate me... COOL CAUSE THAT GIVES ME A PASS TO DO JUST WHAT I AM DOING... LETS POST OUR FAMILY STUFF HERE! Lord only knows I have tried to keep to myself, but here it is 6 months later and it keeps going & plus his little friends email me nasty stuff... why should I not comment now?)

September 27, 2011 at 5:58pm · 1

Brenda

I love you Allen

(still again... nobody telling him to take this crap off nor say anything but I love you! )

September 28, 2011 at 12:16am

______________________________

Allen /Cliff



I think yall better come get ya dog and u got that liar that told her it was house broken teller stop lien aint it ****** her life up enough

(I would have never sent the email below if he would have just called or text pappy instead he went to his Facebook page just so he could stir crap up. I did not tell her it was 100% house broken... not to mention she had wanted the dog anyways! Plus she is a grown woman that could have said NO! The ******* dog is not even at her house... its with Landon at their house! Pappy's mother, sister, friends, and folks he has worked for are all on his profile... this was rude & should have been done in private!)

__________________________

Allen

March 18 at 3:30pm ·



ME

Look i think you best stop talking bout me. You do not know me nor do i ever want you to since you aint worth it. If you keep posting dirty crap bout me i will start cutting you to the bone as well. I left you alone so respect me in doing the same! Stay out grown folks business since your never gonna be one!

( yeah I might could have been nicer, but why should I when he treated me like he did for no reason at all! he said VERY untrue things about me over the phone back in September of last year when this all started and he has not been nice since then so why should I do him any different? YOU TREAT FOLKS AS YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE TREATED! & TREATED HIM BETTER THAN HE TREATED ME! as far as how I worded stuff... when I said he wasn't worth it... it was not that I do not love him it's just not worth trying anymore since he thinks all he does think about me... the time will come just as it did for me and he will realize, but I can not make him nor am I gonna waste my time in trying to make him see differently!)

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March 10Allen

Man wtf u tlkin bout

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March 10
ME

stop posting **** referring to me on walls. Take me off as your mother too cause you not my kid. Tired of talking crap bout me.

( as far as the taking me off as his mother... tell me one reason why he should keep me as his mother when he thinks of me as he does... he told me his ninnie was his mother... so put her down! how is wrong for me to tell him that?)

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March 10Allen Mccook

***** u aint grown u act like u 3 grow the **** up i post wat i want

(I might not be real tall, but I think I am pretty much grown. Looks as if that shoe fits you cause you can not even brush your teeth without being made. You do not take a bath unless your made... so really tell me how I am not grown again!)

March 10Eunicia T. Mathis

Your just mad cause you will never have anything... Including a job. You have no clue bout me cause your not even a lil smart... Dumb as a rock. Just keep me out your crap.

(sorry, but all I can say is the truth is the truth. You are dumb... anyway you look at it... your dumb as a rock! you can not even spell the simple words plus when you think your teacher is stupid after she went all through school to become a teacher... she must not be to stupid!)

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March 10Allen

U r shot out the worst pethetic mom thr was u r a sorry sack of **** tht aint never dne anything n life n u shldnt lie to the only mom u had u had it made but

****** tht up hell ur real mom didnt wnt ur sorry *** n wen one does u took advantage of it u cldnt b more sorry thn tht

(really I haven't done anything? kept the same job for 11yrs... you know that job I quit when yall came down her at 3am wanting me to move to Athens with yall since your daddy was headed back overseas... just to go up there for yall to blame me for your drunk daddys actions... where yall left me with no way to go.... no food... no money... no stove to cook on... I could go on & on! I sure didnt get paid for painting your grandmas house, setting her toilet & fixing her stove up there, but I have never done anything!

as far as my real mother... I know in my heart that a 13yr child can not take care of one... things happen & I never said I didn't have a good mom cause I know I did, but if you think the things I said to you was hateful and wrong... guess your ninnie is a bigger ***** than I since she said worse things to me, bout me and not to mention the ONLY reason she took yall is so she could hurt me in the long run! I would like to know where I took advantage being I was a child... you learn from your surroundings & most of my friends growing up can tell you lots of stuff about how she was. I was not perfect by no means, but I did learn and I grew!

BTW... guess your daddy is so great being he was drunk as hell driving down to Fitzgerald with yall not to mention he passed out after he got yall lost and damn if I didn't have to bring out my GPS to get yall down there... kids have no business driving when your not even 16yrs old & no license! Oh yeah forgot that he didn't even tell his girlfriend he was coming to get his ex wife to go back to live or even that he was gonna re-ask me to marry him while he was still with her!)

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March 10
ME

no you stupid kid if i was a sorry *** as you think. i would have aborted your sorry fat *** when i found i was having you. Gee i guess your right... I am dumb for carrying you for the 9 months. Talk all the trash you want cause you do not know me at all.

btw i have done plenty in my life. Proud i am nothing like you

(as far as this... anyone who knows me knows what I was saying... I was being a smart *** & IF I was a sorry ***** that didn't care about him or the others that is just what I would have done, but instead I didn't!)

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March 10Allen

Ur god really made a mistake wen he crafted u up

( my God? gee seems as if someone doesn't believe in God! BTW... God does not make mistakes... humans make them!)

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March 10 ME

not as bad when he crafted you! He made a mistake even given you life period! Your nothing but a fat smelly piece of crap w no respect for yourself so you know right off the rip that nobody gives a damn bout you. Your a lost cause that keeps disappointing folks. I must be doing pretty good cause i do not need my ninnie to clean up my messes. The only mess that they clean up is you. Yeah shame on me for giving them such n ungrateful piece of trash! Now go away and never return! Your not anything to me but regret! Guess nobody wanted you either...

(well he hit home on that note and parents are not perfect... kids do not come with instructions! I lashed out cause everybody has a breaking point... that was mine!)

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March 10Allen

Well the only thng i got to tell u is tht u culdnt b more wrng maby if u was ever n my life u wld know tht

(yep... this is where you have no clue about... I have tons of folks that were there listening and watching on just how I was trying to be a part of your life! You have no clue at all the things I have done just to be a part of your life! You have no clue how many miles I have walked from sycamore to Fitzgerald just to be in the shadows to see yall lil stuff you were in! You have no clue how much hell they gave me just to come see yall or even talk to yall on the phone without them in background trying to start ****! You will never have a clue on anything cause you have been blinded with lies all your life about me!)

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March 10 ME

yeah that door swings bothways. All you have ever done was belittle me n the bad thing is you have no clue about me or anything i have ever done. I never done anything but think of what was best for yall n all you have done was down me. You do not know what all i have done right along w anyone else there so you have no room to be judging me. I have every right cause i know what yall do done and did all your life. You know nothing at all bout me n my life! Bad thing is this hate started cause you screwed up n did not like what i told ninnie what she should do. It wouldve been wasted anyways cause you do not think beyond yourself.

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March 10Allen

u have dne nothing n u know nothing stop tryin n strt dyin ur a waste of space n this wrld

(I can dye my hair my *** my feet or whatever else I want to dye! I love being that I am wasted space cause that right there tells me I am doing something right since I have a space in this world! )

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Malae

thats a LONGGGGG well thee LONGEST STATUS ive ever seen lmao -.-1

March 18 at 3:31pm

Allen

***** you should read it an youll understand y i posted it thats wat my mom sent me in my messages

(yep go read everything I have ever sent him... funny cause never said anything bad until he kept bashing me... right along with all you dim dots that know nothing!)

March 18 at 3:34pm

Malae

uhmmmm okk idk why yhu got offended!!!! and im not the one who's a ***** dont point yhur damn finger if yhu know your aint CLEAN! mmkay ? kay

March 18 at 3:35pm

Allen

that dnt even make sense ok ok

(yes Allen; that made sense, your just not smart enough to see that!)

March 18 at 3:36pm

Malae

no yhu just cant read....

March 18 at 3:36pm

Bre

damn thats ****** up!!!!!

March 18 at 3:37pm

Malae

and im sorry your own mom would say such a thing to yhu but yhu dnt gotta take it yhur anger out on me

March 18 at 3:39pm

Kayla

That's ****** up. ***** dk what she talkin bout

March 18 at 4:25pm

Malae

@kayla ARE YHU TLKIN TO ME ....IF YHU R GETCHUR OLE YHU ****** mofo!

March 18 at 5:00pm

Kayla

No I wasn't so ask before you jump to ****

March 18 at 5:49pm

Malae

Okkk well dont get fiapoko!

March 18 at 6:09pm

Veronica

Allen, first off i would like to say that you are NOT a piece of trash, because quite frankly i don't hang out with TRASH. I love you Allen. And your ninny does too. It is kinda sad because your mom is supposed to be the one to love you the most. But after reading all of this, i can come to the conclusion that she DIDN'T want the best for you, because if she did then she would have straightened her own damn life up to take care of your and Shon. Her RESPONSIBILITY. Maybe she don't know the definition of the word? So she cant be calling anybody a piece of trash when she couldn't even take care of her own damn kids. If anyone is trash, it would be HER. Me and you have been through some **** together Allen and you have told me a lot about your problems, like with your mom and I'm glad that you finally told her how you felt. I love you and I will ALWAYS be here for you and i DON'T think that your life is a mistake. You WILL go somewhere and I will be by your side the whole time. Love and miss you.

(Roni... you telling me when you came to our home that I am a bad mother? you telling me I do not care about or love my kids? really? )

March 18 at 9:00pm · 2

Allen

thx i love ya to

Tuesday at 10:35am

Lana

stupid ****** ur *** has no clue wat dat ***** done for you. this post shows just how stupid u r and all these stupid ******* hangin on making comments bout her. she does not party as ur ninnie said. ur ninnie told u tons of lies bout ur mom. i am w her on the note that u or them know ur her. ur mother doesnt put up w ur bullshit n allow u to talk to her like a dog and personally if someone would beat ur *** when u do bad things maybe u would see where she comes from now. i do not care what u post but u need to be honest bout how this **** started n why she said those things to u. better be glad ur not my boy cuz I WOULD BEAT UR *** SMART! ur mother was not dumb enough to have u taken from her over ur dads **** n done what was best for her kids. UR STUPID IF U THINK DIFFERENTLY! Be mad at ur sorry *** dad that tried to burn ur sister & her up in that fire he set to that house! be mad at ur dad for wanting to go **** every ***** around. UR MOTHER DID WHAT WAS BEST FOR HER KIDS!

(WOW FINALLY SOMEONE SPEAKS FOR ME... THAT IS THE 1ST! Thank you Lana... even though we go through hell & I hate you most the time @ least you stood up for me! he will not ever know the real truth!)

Tuesday at 7:46pm

Lana

BTW ANY... n I do mean ANY child that post **** like allen did bout his mom here n before... SHOULD BE WHIPPED!

Tuesday at 7:48pm

Allen

your just buttin in cause your friend stay y dnt u stay in ya on gaddamn business

(yeah your ninnie is doing a great good over there with you... typing GD. It's just as much as Lana's business as all these dim dots commenting and reading your crap! BTW... PUBLIC IS EVERYONE IN THE WORLDS BUSINESS ON FACEBOOK!)

20 hours ago · 1

Ashley

LEAVE HIM ALO

20 hours ago

Ashley

LEAVE HIM ALO

20 hours ago

Allen

Lol thts wats up

20 hours ago via mobile

Ashley

Do you not see what the hell his mother has said too him, He has all riqht too say what he said back , Hope off his **** and qet a fuckinq life ! Stay out his **** ohhkay thanks !

(yeah durrrrr she seen it all just as yall have, but the ONLY difference is she knows the whole story from the start! You stay out of it then cause you know nothing!)

20 hours ago

Allen

Lol hell yea

20 hours ago via mobile

Brittani

Allen ....of course u will never know the whole truth of what happend when ur where little until u got to an age that u could rember so everyone is going to tell their side of the story. Trust me I know we have.the same father but different mother. So I know what some of its like. Best thing to do is not listen to anyone but let those ppl show u how they are by the life they live now and how they act. And then u make ur rescuing and not let anyone I.fluence it. I do not know the things u are doing now but I do know u are still young and everyone makes mistakes. When u lived with me u did some not so great things but u were a good brother to me and a great uncle to the girls. Only u can decide what ur life will be like and what u will make of it. Now is the chance for u to prove to everyone u are someone and will be someone in life if that's what u want or u can continue the cycle of ur parents life and and their past. I do not know ur mom well so I can't speak of her any way but we have the same father and well...let me just not go there there's the good and the bad. So do right for u and make something out of ur self.

19 hours ago

Lana

ashley i know wat she said n AMEN 4 sayin it cuz u stupid kids think u know everything. u ****** rite i am sayin cuz she my friend something u know nothing bout. ur mother aint postin **** bout u n how u have treated her n wat all u said bout her *** so ur ****** up friends emailin her n saying the things they r well they r just wrong

17 hours ago

Lana

u never have gave her a chance n when u did r u sayin she was livin like u tell these pll. is she a crackhead or ho or any of those things u have said n posted? better b hapy u got anyone cuz if u were mine, ur *** would have been given 2 strangers instead she done wat was best for u

17 hours ago

Lana

ashley ur *** is a nosy ***** that has no rite emailin someone u do not know n when u only have 1/2 the ****** story. so u r the one that needs 2 keep out this! u see his mom here ****** w this stupid baby ****. NO she is at work!

17 hours ago

Lana

Ashley
TO ME
You are one sorry excuse of a mother too allen , You qave him birth , your suppose too love your child , Your NOT suppose too say all that hatefull **** too him , Yehh he miqht of said stuff back but do you know how bad that fuckinq **** miqht of hurt him , YOU ARE THE MOST SORRYEST PIECE OF **** MOTHER I'VE EVER SEEN ! If you said all that **** why did you lay down and spread them leqs ? YOUR SUPPOSE TOO LOVE YOUR CHILD !



wat rite u got sending that 2 his mother but tell me to stay out of it. swallow ur on advice.

(I love my children... can not say the same about their daddy, but I do love them. maybe you need to email his ninnie and say the same thing you emailed me! you do not know anything about me nor my life! I do not care how it hurt him... he should hurt! he should grow up and stop acting like he acts! How he treats his ninnie... well its not much different! Talks to her as if she is a dog... never does what he is told... never respects grown ups or himself! hell the big baby has to call his ninnie to sign him out of school cause he is scared to take a crap there!)

17 hours ago

Ashley

Grow some fuckinq ball's and i'm not a fuckinq kid btw you stupid tramp . :)

(BTW... you really do not want her to grow balls cause you will regret that in the long run! You need to stay out of everyone else business cause the way I hear it down in Tifton... your a trouble maker that loves to start drama!)

17 hours ago

Allen

Lana i thnk ya just better stop tlkin ya **** cause now u just makin ya self pathetic n she dnt wrk frmville dnt count

(farmville... must be jealous of it... i had a good job until I tossed it for you & Harley! I do not feel bad about not working now... pappy does not want me to go back to work... why should I when I do not have to anymore! pathetic is what you are these days in how you are acting since this started over you doing wrong in the 1st place! )

17 hours ago via mobile

Ashley

Allen , Where that lana hoe live ,? and hahahaha !

(gee... look here at what drama and crap your trying to start on here when someone did just as yall are doing... oh wait that's right Lana is not bashing me as yall are doing so she must be wrong! BTW... she is in Valdosta this week so I am sure if you email her with your dim dotted thoughts about her... she would love to meet up with you... hell I might even show for that one myself if you did cross her path in real life cause I know what she is made of and your little young butt does not want to step in those shoes... I promise you!!)

17 hours ago

Sondra

Wow our moms sound just a like.. stupid ******* [:

(WOW kids like you & laws today make parents like us! WOW Your mom is blessed with a dim dot herself it seems!)

17 hours ago

Allen

Idk i cn fnd out tho

17 hours ago via mobile

Ashley

O.o well if she wanna keep talkinq **** too me or you she can see wassup boo ! She best belive that.

17 hours ago

Robert

Lana,,you need to keep your trampy *** ****** mouth shut!! you dont know a ****** thing about me,,so take some of your own advice and shut the **** up when you dont even know half the story!! you ****** *****!! I NEVER tried to burn DirtRoadCowgirl or my daughter up in no house,,I was no ****** where around when that house caught fire so you eed to shut your ****** piece of sorry *** **** mouth up!! your ****** with the wrong mother ****** now,,your gettin on here and cussin MY SON what the **** is wrong with you?? your a ****** retarted *****!!

(WELL WELL... FATHER OF THE YEAR HERE FOLKS! Robert you show your flying colors here... acting like these dim dots... your grown so email would have been the grown thing to go through instead of your sons status... OHHHHHH wait... that's right you never thought he was your son in the 1st place! HAHAHAHAHA guess you realized you were the only one that screwed everyone while you were married to me! Let's not go into where you were when that fire started cause that can of worms will eat you up with that note! Who knows the truth cause you tried killing me after the house was burnt... member chocking me out in that house... Thank God Charlie was home that night... remember all those times you beat my ***... yeah i remember & I remember you walking out and never returning when allen was born... maybe you left cause of him for all we know... funny how that worked! or maybe how you picked up Harley from the babysitters and just left Shon there... my mom had to pick him up around midnight cause the lady finally found her # and called to tell her you told her that you were getting Harley but not Shon cause he was not your kid! You left him there begging and crying cause he did not understand!)

17 hours ago · 2

Ashley

Hahahaha qet it ! ^^^^

17 hours ago

Allen

Lolthnks boo

17 hours ago via mobile

Ashley

welcome bae ! :)

17 hours ago

Allen

**** txt me boo

17 hours ago via mobile

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Harley

14 hours ago via Mobile

Thanks alot ashley and whoever else said somethin for ruinin the relationship i had with my mom

(Babygirl... she could never do that cause we always work it out!)

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Allen

u dnt need her shes nothing but trash n always will be

14 hours ago · Like · 2

Kenslee

What happened?

14 hours ago · Like

Samantha

isnt that, that girl who was trying to mess with ryan an sam?

14 hours ago · Like

Allen

loook yall needa get up off my girl ashley

14 hours ago · Like

Harley

Yes thsts the same girl and i do need ter

14 hours ago · Like

Allen

wat u need her for

14 hours ago · Like

Samantha

Just ignore her darlin, she obviously LOVES drama; so just let it go in one ear and out another

14 hours ago · Like · 1

Allen

no shes takin up for me like my own sis should but cares more for that piece of **** who didnt want her neither i shouldnt have deleted that comment i guess but go ahead take her side harley its cool

14 hours ago · Like

Harley

Because shes my mom and i want somethuhg to do with her im not takn sides cause i love u both

14 hours ago · Like

Brittani

Well Harley u are a grown woman now and make choices for urself but if others chose to get upset because of what other ppl say then let it be but rember everyone makes mistakes. If u really want a relationship with her and she wants one with u then yall need to talk without everyone's input. Keep ur head up keep postive ppl in ur life and those whoever they may be that are negative away. I love u!!!!!

14 hours ago · Like · 3

Harley

Ik im jus tired of her startin stuff atd everything thats happened

14 hours ago · Like

Tara

;(

14 hours ago · Like · 1

Brittany B

I'm here if u need anything love and u know that u r better than the drama love u hun

13 hours ago · Like · 1

Emily

honey its a hard thing to go through, i go through stupid stuff all the time with my real dad, he has lied to me, broke my heart a million times, chooses stuff over me that i would do to him, but the one thing ppl will never understand is how much love you can have for someone no matter how much they have hurt you and no matter how much you have said you hate them. there is always a piece of me that says emily he will change one day, he will choose you first, and ill be his first priority. harley, she is your mama, you can NEVER hate her! and if you choose her side then choose it.

12 hours ago · Like · 1

Emily

my real dad never spoke to me or anything until i was 14y/o but i still love him and he will always be my dad.

12 hours ago · Like · 1

Emily

if you need someone to talk too, you can call me, ill listen!(: and def. not judge you!!!(:

12 hours ago · Like · 1



Well I guess I am no saint! Never tried to be one nor could I really ever truly be one, but I am human! I have feelings & I have respect for myself! I know I should not care about what others think, but I do! I know I should not have done a lot of things growing up, but I did! I know I might not be the best parent there is, but the child that I raised & the other child I am raising now... thinks I am a pretty damn good mom!



Funny cause when I set out to post this... I was gonna bash the family that has never taken up for me nor has ever been a part of my real life until the past few years, but you know what... I do not think I am gonna do that now cause I am better than that!



As far as you young kids... best advice I can give is... do not do anything that will ever come back to haunt you! Do not take the blame for others if you are not the true blame! Do not let other think you are something your not! Do not do ANY work for ANYONE without having the money 1st! Do not act gay if your not! Do not type, write nor say anything you shouldn't cause once it is out there... you can not take it back! Do not think your parents are not human and do not make mistakes... we do and a lot of them! Do not judge folks cause that is God's job not ours!



As far as me... the folks that I have allowed in my life as true friends know the truth about me and my actions. I do not have to lie cause folks like... well not naming names... cause you have to keep up with them after you start telling them! I do not party nor do I ***** around... hell I can still count how many I have been with! I have not been in & out of jail my whole life nor has my mother had to bail me out a million times. I got in my 1st real trouble in my 30s and that is pretty good for this day & age! I didn't call my mom to come get me out of jail or anyone else to get me out... just called to ask for them to go get my car out... I PAID THAT OFF WHEN I GOT OUT!



I may not have a lot to show for all my hard work in life, but I rest assure that those ******* out there that I busted my *** for working and babysitting and never paid nor helped me out... they know I work my *** off and have for 17 yrs now! If folks would stop walking over me with my good deeds I do... I would rich as hell! I have went without food many times just so Cody could eat. I have gone without a place to lay my head at night. I have gone without human contact. I have lived most all my life knowing that the mother that raised me... regretted me and never was shy to tell me when she was mad! I never had a stable home until the past 7 yrs cause my parents didn't raise me to stay put... they allowed me to get mad, pack my bag and go back n forth! I was taught it was okay to move when I was mad or just tired of staying!



I am not blaming anyone else for my mistakes or even my thoughts and decisions I have made in life cause I had choices... may not be the best ones all the time, but everything played a part in who I am now & now I feel great about the person I have become! It is hard to me nice when everyone bashes you! It's hard when nobody sees you cause your past lingers in the wind... bad thing is... the past is something most have no clue of when it comes to me! There is only a handful of folks that know me and all the truth!

April 16 at 11:55am · Like

Erin
So sorry someone is giving you such grief DON'T let it bother you!!!
March 29 at 7:22pm · Unlike · 1
ME
well I am finished with it cause I said my thoughts. I did not go on anyone else page... I stayed on mine, but I am moving on now cause I feel as if I said what I needed to say about these post. I am hurting really bad at the moment, but I know the time will come when this too will past:)
March 29 at 7:49pm · Like · 1
Joy
to ME, what is the shameful thing in all of this is the lies that were evidently told to Allen. He was not told the truth about his childhood. I know you walked many a day to Fitz from Sycamore to see those kids and to hide out and watch cause your own mother tricked you and then wouldnt let you have anything to do with them. I was there when she told them horrible things about you and you would find out when one would ask you something and you would be crying not understanding why your own mother has lied repeatedly to them. As for the rest of your family(except for Linda Gail, Dana, Anna, and Lea Beth) NOONE stood up for you. EVERYONE else let your mother treat you this way. I saw it, my own parents saw it and lots more saw it. You were just a kid yourself and she should have been helping you to take care of those youngins not take them from you. I saw you working hard to take care of them. I know the whole story. Dont be mad at Allen, he does not know... he was fed a bunch of lies all his life and was too young to know the truth. One day, he will understand. One day they will ALL understand. I love and support EVERYTHING you do and no matter what anyone says, I KNOW FIRST HAND YOU WERE AND ARE AN AWESOME MOTHER.. the rest would have known if they would have let you show them. Keep close to the ones who will let you and the others will learn the REAL truth in due time. Karma girl, remember karma. Love you!
March 29 at 7:57pm · Unlike · 4
Lori
they are just haters...dont let it bother you..i know that is hard to do, but there is only one person that can judge you and the last time i read my bible which was last night only GOD can judge you. :) ...you take the higher road and let them slither on the ground like the snakes they are!!!
March 29 at 7:57pm · Unlike · 3
Joy
Well said Lori!!!! NOONE knows except those directly involved.
March 29 at 7:58pm · Unlike · 2
ME
BTW... This is not a public post & the younger kids have been removed from being able to read or see this unless anyone lets their kids on their profile.
March 29 at 8:13pm · Like · 2
Joy
love this......"As far as you young kids... best advice I can give is... do not do anything that will ever come back to haunt you! Do not take the blame for others if you are not the true blame! Do not let other think you are something your not! Do not do ANY work for ANYONE without having the money 1st! Do not act gay if your not! Do not type, write nor say anything you shouldn't cause once it is out there... you can not take it back! Do not think your parents are not human and do not make mistakes... we do and a lot of them! Do not judge folks cause that is God's job not ours!"
March 29 at 8:15pm · Unlike · 2
ME
to ME
I don't know what happened, but I had just started to type the message and it sent it somehow. Anyway, when do you go to court? If it is in south GA, just go ahead and take your stuff and just stay down there then. I wanted to be the first one to stay in my house. Of course, I expected it to be finished with the work upstairs by then. Robert was supposed to have it finished before he left. He did not ask if he could stay there, he just told me you all were going to stay there. I am not blaming you. You didn't know about any of that. I like what you have done by the way the pictures look. I told Robert that I do want that bathroom ceiling to go ahead and be fixed, and look right. He said something about Mike doing it. I don't need anymore bills to pay for heat and electricity. I like the thermostate to be on 55 when I am not there. That is the way it is at my other house when ever I leave and no one else is there. I had thought about turning if off completely, but I don't know for sure. I do not I do not want anyone in my house smoking, drinking, and doing drugs. I am sure Robert drank some while he was there. I don't know if he smoked in the house or not. I told him not too do that. When I see what you have done in the house, (in person when I get home). And I really like it, I would be glad to give anyone reference for what you can do. I know I cannot do it well. I am not that talented. I have to go now. I have to use the computer at work, because the one in my room is not hooked up yet. I hope it will be soon. Let me hear from you again.
Lydia
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The bad thing about this is I had no clue that it was even her house... Robert told me it was his! This is what I sent back to her:

Lydia,
Dont need u to give a reference... I was doing this work before i got here... Was about to start ur room but i see that there is no need.... I dont smoke n as far as drinking i have drank 3 times this year... I see where drinking got me... Cant do drugs even if i wanted at this time. Kind of sucks about being asked to leave since ur son brought me up here and knowing when i left that i wouldnt have anywhere to go back to down there but i understand and will leave asap.

look i was asleep when ur son called me @ 3am and told me to pack my bags cause he was 1/2 way there to get me... Coming here was hard being i have no friends... No money.... No way of going... I at least had all that down there... Gave that up for me to get kicked out here... Thats good... At least now... I know... Thanks 4 being honest.

BTW... I took that stove apart and fixed it... All the eyes including the oven works now
southern smiles,ME

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SEEMS TO ME THAT BEFORE BLAMING ME FOR LEAVING, RUNNING AWAY OR NOT CARING ENOUGH TO STAY... folks need to get the story straight!
April 16 at 11:55am · Like
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