Eatting :/

Well I've always liked eatting

I mean food is great

and then you gain weight

and you start putting on pounds

and your like wtf?

well last summer is when i started purging

I was looking in the mirror and i was gaining weight

and I am a very self concious person

so for some odd reason instead of dealing with my body issues

i purged

it was nasty

and i was disgusted at myself

but i kept doing it

Ive stopped

with hefty support from my friends and boyfriend

sometimes when I see Im gaining weight i feel like doing it

but then realize that i wanna be a good person

and this is causing tons of body damage

and if i want to get skinnier

i can work out, or eat healthier

and if I can keep convincing myself that I can do this

hopefully Ill pull through

CrazyChicky123 CrazyChicky123
13-15, F
Mar 5, 2010