It seems that nearly everyday I fight a losing battle against myself.     I suffer from a severe panic disorder disorder and depression. I have a lot of fears and at the top of the list is my huge fear of losing control.    I can't handle any situation  where I can't crontrol my surroundings. It's crippling me both mentally and physically. I have lost all desire to live a productive life because of my fears.   

cabinfever cabinfever
22-25, F
1 Response Mar 11, 2009

i have social anxiety and have panic attacks too...i can hardly normally function in social settings...and the more people...the worse it gets...i am totally obsessed with physical appearance and what people think of me...and feeling out of place and weird...so i can relate....i feel sorry for you...i'm there too....i'm here if you want to talk a little