Dying...

well im felling kind of low cos i have aneroixa..and it ruined my life and i went to school today and evrey one gossiped about it and stuff..and today this bunch of boys walked passed me and pointed and said whounlt u like to be her bf and laughed at me and went LOL. and my hairs falling out like one side has hair and oter dont hardly tips why i always wear a hat at this rate imma end up having to wear a wig and i ran out of school today cos i hate it..and i feal ugly and evrey one calls me it i mean come on look at me untrattive..fat ugly never had a bf no friends im just a loser my moms dissapointed in me ive been in hospital 5 times for my ana and yeah im never gonna get over it and my lifes going to hell and i want a baby when im older i doubt im ever gonna get one! witch makes me sadder and if i quit school cos of my porblems it will be worse i try to stay strong but i cant..