I have been battling this disorder since I was very little. I was told by my mother, when I was young, but I didn't believe her at all. I refused to accept the fact that I had something wrong with me. She decided to let it be and let me find out myself on my own. I wished that she had kept telling me until I listened but now I think what she did was the best thing. I was ready to deal with it even though it took over 20 years! Now I am medication and I know what my symptoms are and how I can help them.