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I Battle Bi-polar Disorder

Judge Me

By: halfgone
Written on June 18th, 2007

Don't judge me you dont know what its like to be me. I want to be the so called normal. Living like this gets overwhelming. Im so tired of my mind haveing 7 different minds of its own. Im in raged all the time. My fuse is broke off. I wake everyday hopeing that I still can peel my self off the bed or couch or floor. I dont want to be this sad all the time my life is just passing me by Im still me the mirror just looks different.

 

By: halfgone
Age: 26-30 , Female
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6 responses
  • teardropswithsmiles
    teardropswithsmiles

    Are you feeling any better now after some time has past. I hope so.

    Jan 24, 2010
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  • josephy
    josephy

    The degradation of morality and spirituality in our society continues to reward us with young people who are so desperately troubled.

    May 27, 2009
    1 like
  • bizzarlyfabulous
    bizzarlyfabulous

    I'm sorry your going through that. I am just getting out of feeling very similar to how you feel now.

    Feb 4, 2009
    1 like
  • Clarkebar527
    Clarkebar527

    look around at people on the bus, at the grocery store, at school

    the majority usually does not look very happy

    they look depressed, pissed, sleep deprived, used, stressed, etc

    when did happiness become the norm? its only normal to expect on tv

    and you will get out of this. I'm guessing you've been depressed before, and you at some point were able to overcome the darkness

    it seems when we are in a dark tunnle we can never see just how long it is, or where the light will come from

    hang in there

    Jan 16, 2008
    1 like
  • starstruck2xtrme
    starstruck2xtrme

    I definitely agree with EP !! and i want to tell you what my mom always tells me

    YOUR NORMAL FOR YOU !!! you may actually be able to call your psych ( if you have one ) and get your meds adjusted .. and if your not on meds ... Then you need to get on some .. they dont fix the problem but they will alleviate some of the symptoms

    Jun 21, 2007
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  • EPErica
    EPErica

    It sounds like you are showing some classic signs of depression. You might want to see someone about it.

    Jun 18, 2007
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