My Story

I am a 17 year old girl. I am popular. I have tons of friends. But I suffer from depression and anxiety and have for the last 10 years. It started when someone I was close to moved away. Then got worse as my mom dated more. Then when my great-grandfather passed away I got suicidal. I still have the thoughts in my head as I did then. Its hard going through each day acting as if I truly am happy. The worst part is lying to my friends who care more about me than my own FAMILY. As time goes by it gets worse. i can't even tell my doctors because my grandparents and my mom won't let me. And they are always in the room. I am writing this while they are at work. I have no privacy. Sometimes I get the urge to just get on the roof or get a rope. That is part of my story.
AmazingElle AmazingElle
18-21, F
Jul 30, 2010