Forever And A Day
I have had anxiety
forever and day. When I was a little girl I used to sleep walk and have night terrors, I was always the last one in the house to go to sleep and this terrified me. At the age of 10 I developed a severe case of hypocondria, I had every disease under the sun or so I thought, anorexia, ebolia, phenomia, heart attack, I have everything I ever saw on tv or read in a book. It slowly got better but to this day I still get panic attacks when I am sick. At 19 I started using alcohol and drugs to deal with this disorder, which probably just make it all worse. I was in rehab by twenty, thats when I was first treated for depression. I have been clean from drugs for a while, and stopped drinking 90 days ago. I take 40mg of celexa and .5mg of xannax to treat my depression and anxiety which I am sure I will have forever. I do feel better, better than I have felt in quite sometime. Wish I have been treated earlier before I turned to drugs and alcohol.