Just Tired Of Life
My entire life has been nothing but a struggle. Battling depression, anxiety and the stress has taken it's toll on me. I feel like I'd be better off gone. Nothing seems to go right for me, this black cloud is always with me and I'm hurting the people around me. I've should've ended it a long time ago. The only thing that keeps me here is my kids, whom I love dearly. But always being stressed and down is hurting them. My daughter asks why I rarely smile. It hurts me that I am always so down. I don't deserve my family. I have regrets cause I feel that I've hurt everyone around me because of my history with depression and addiction. I'm at a point in my life where I feel like I'm losing my grip at the end of the rope. I don't know how much more I can take. I hinder myself, am self destructive and know that I am a failure in every aspect. I just pray that God comes to my rescue. Thanks for letting me vent.