Will Regret My Social Phobia.

2 days ago, my cousin died of a long illness. she was diagnosed with pneumonia. I'm very sorry to hear about it. during the first year she was in pain, I have never visited or seen the situation. until finally she closed her eyes for the last time. I did not see her departure. and remorse began to haunt me. I feel guilty and ashamed of her family. This is all because of my phobia treatments. guilt is stabbing me. why I was not as normal as anyone else? I hope God can understand my situation
ameliasolekha ameliasolekha
13-15, F
2 Responses May 7, 2012

thanks for your suggestions :)<br />
maybe it could be a lesson

Please do not feel guilty, do not blame yourself. I am sure U have done the best U could. U are suffering yourself, and I am sure the family understands. U send her your thoughts, U I am sure U asked about her health from family members. It is not important to do something out of courtesy but out of good will and love. And U did that in your thoughts.<br />
All who care will understands. I am a stranger and I do.