I Am So Scared

I've woken up so scared, I can't stop crying. This hasn't happened in a while, I thought I could be stronger than this.

I don't want to have to get up in 5 hours and go to work and pretend everything is fine when its not. I hate how fake I am at work. Everyone thinks I'm so normal and smart and have everything figured out.

I have nothing figured out. I just want it to end.
anongirl03 anongirl03
26-30, F
3 Responses Jul 8, 2012

Sorry to hear how you feel. Im the same way wish I could just sleep day n night these feeling s r horrible. I always wonder why me. But I tell myself out a bad comes s good. So im still believe ing in a miracle cause im not good with meds... thy make me feel worse.. so im gonna keep u in prayer. This ruins lifes..

Thank you for the comment purpleloo, its comforting to know someone is listening. I'm sorry you're going through a similar thing. I hope it passes for us both before too long :)

I feel like tht every morning now. It started a couple weeks ago & won't go away....what I do is jst push myself up & try not to listen to my thought. I jst push myself to do something & hope that it will pass. I am sorry that you feel this way cause it is an awful feeling. Try & shake it off now before you do have to work....take deep breaths & get involved in something...read, listen to music, clean, laundry...hopefully it will pass. Wish you well.