Slipping Off The Deep End?

Ever have the feeling there is something wrong and no one believes you? I have a terrible memory now. In school it was nearly photographic. Now I cant remember something for more than 15 minutes it seems. I get dates confused all the time. Most days I have to look at my watch just to remember what day it is. Then there's my hand. The rin and little finger on my right hand are nearly numb, the middle finger is no where near as sensitive as it used to be. This has been going on for a while. The Dr. says there is something in my wrist screwing up the nerve signals. Need to see a hand specialist for that one. I am always feeling a general weakness and on occasion I get light headed. Not enough to pass out, just enough to be unsteady. I have high blood pressure, diabetes, diverticularitis, and depression/anxiety. I'm a 45 year old man who feels 20 years older than I am. Guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself. I just feel like I'm losing myself one bit at a time.
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41-45, M
Sep 19, 2012