Today was a little better. Although I spent most of the day in bed watching cartoons, I wasn't so down in the dumps. I know that getting over this illness is a day to day thing, so im glad today wasn't such a bummer.

However, this morning I was pretty angry. I posted in another group that is for ppl who've been cheated on. One person told me that I disrespected myself, and the reason I resorted to violence was due to my poor communication skills n lack of self worth.

While this is to an extent true, it made me feel like I'd been judged for what I did. Like I was some bad person for taking an extremely personal matter into my own hands and dealing with it as I saw fit.

I am not the same person I was when I was 22...hell im not the same person I was last year. I haven't always made the best of choices in life, and I've never claimed to be perfect. But never will I stand by and allow someone to insult me and judge me without even knowing who I am and knowing what I've been through. That is a promise.
launica87 launica87
22-25, F
1 Response Nov 25, 2012

People say anything when you allow yourself to be open in a form such as this."sometime you have to eat the meat and throw the bones away" ole saying. Learn how to laugh! Perhaps some youtube, vids or tapes of some "clean" comic... And Laugh your way to wholeness!

Yeah you're right. Someone's always gonna have something to say but I just need to roll with the punches a little better. Thanks for the advice