Everything Is Fake

Im almost out of high school and am yet to find happiness. I know my teenage years are supposed to be the best of my life and iv wished i was dead almost every day since 6th grade. I cant think of one day when i was genuinly happy. I have noone in school to talk to and im tired of being alone. i feel so left out. I go to a private school with no girls so i have no girlfriend, and i never talk to girls. Iget complemented on my looks alot but im so dead inside i cant accept a complement from anyone. When someone complements me it hurts more than anything because i dont believe them and assume they're mocking me. i hate my life and am tired of wasting my life. i need help
helloworldquepasa helloworldquepasa
18-21, M
Nov 27, 2012