My Boyfriend Is Going To Leave Me If I Don't Get Help.
The love of my life says he's going to leave me if i dont get help for my depression. I've told him many times that i can't afford a therapist, or to even pay the copay to go to the doctors. I've tried many things myself, teaching myself. It works for a little bit but then i go straight back into my depression, sometimes even worse. i also just recently discovered I'm possibly bipolar with anger issues. I can't live like this anymore. I may lose the only thing that keeps me alive. But i really don't blame him for wanting to leave me because i have so many issues, that are so hard to control on my own. I can't even hardly eat anything anymore because whenever i'm alone i just cry and can't do anything else. I am usually alone at work, and i just cry most of the time. I can see my boyfriend is frustrated. I think he doesn't want to break up with me cause he thinks i'll kill myself....I don't even know what to do anymore, I really just want to die because i'm not doing any good for anyone.