I was so positive about this weekend, my friend is getting married he wants me apart of his grooms men.
But last 12hrs I have been having none stop anxiety attacks I've popped more pills than ever.

But when I try to explain to people, just how bad I am they don't wanna listen.

I'm kicking myself cause I'm gonna let him down and not share this moment with him at his wedding. But I also can't put myself through this torture mentally. I've had a mental break down with depression and anxiety for the last 2 months.

I don't know what to feel anymore
seanv14 seanv14
26-30, M
Aug 22, 2014