Looking at the coffin
Of my dead great uncle
Wishing I was the one in there
Because of all the selfish reasons of my wanting to die
I couldn't even mourn you I'm sorry and I loved you
I was too selfish thinking about my own self hatred
Now you are gone and I have lost another chance
To know how much one person can mean to me
I just want to die
I just don't want to let the feelings and voices CONTROL ME
SOMEBODY HELP ME
SOME BODY HELP ME
I AM CRYING OUT FOR HELP BUT THERE IS NOTHING FOR ANYONE TO ******* DO BECAUSE I AM WORTHLESS AND A LOST HOPE
******* FORGET ABOUT ME BECAE IM PROBABLY GONNA BE DEAD SOON ANYWAYS
ImNotReallyFine ImNotReallyFine
18-21, M
Aug 24, 2014