Just Me

I have fought anxiety and depresson for as long as i can remember.  For me I always had trouble in groups like entering a classroom late or being in a family gathering.  Now I have no friends two ex wives and a lot of regrets.  It seems like the older I get the more I lose.  I tried to go back to work recently but couldnt face old friends and colleages and had a panic attack.  Aint this ilness just the gift that keeps on giving lol.

jturnbull jturnbull
36-40, M
1 Response Apr 22, 2009

I completely understand where you're coming from. Because I feel nervous and self-conscious about absolutely everything, I don't feel like I've ever succeeded at anything. I feel like everyone around me thinks I'm incompetent. I want to do well, but my fears and worries always keep that from happening.