I have fought anxiety and depresson for as long as i can remember. For me I always had trouble in groups like entering a classroom late or being in a family gathering. Now I have no friends two ex wives and a lot of regrets. It seems like the older I get the more I lose. I tried to go back to work recently but couldnt face old friends and colleages and had a panic attack. Aint this ilness just the gift that keeps on giving lol.