Very Fearfull

I've always had this fear of being alone. I think it stems from my dad abandoning me when i was 9 years old. He dropped me off @ a friends house & never came back. I ended up award of the state till i turned 18. I've never been able 2 stay single. I always have 2 have a boyfriend & ever since my boyfriend passed away, i'm now afraid of getting involved w/ someone because i don't want 2 get attached 2 someone & they leave me. So now i see myself pushing people away. I've suffered from depression my whole life but it's gotten alot worse since his death. I'm finding it hard 2 b happy n-emore!
punty punty
26-30, F
1 Response Jan 20, 2013

My condolances