Don't See The Light

I try and try and try and try. Every time I fail I reorganize and try again, I always get back up but inevitably I fail or something doesn't work out. Anymore I can't see the point of trying I can't see anything good happening ever. I can't picture my future, I never have been able to, I can't think of anything that would give me pleasure. I don't want to live or die. I don't know what I want, I keep searching but I can't find anything thats gives me a reason to wake up and get out of bed in the morning but I do anyway all in the hope that today will be the day.

Just a little rant

Thanks for reading
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3 Responses Jul 9, 2010

i think u need to fall in love. its like shock in good sence and will give u energy and motivation...but its not easy also....

yes, thanks for sharing. a lot of us feel this way.

Thanks for sharing.