So Tired Of Being Depressed!!

I've been suffering from depression most of my life and I'm exaushted.  Sometimes it feels like I can't go on.  It hurts so much to live.  Just breathing is too much for me. 

Everything looks dark and hopeless.  I see no beauty in this world.  I see no love (excpet for my husband) or peace just greed and selfishness. I could go on and on.  I  just go through the motions.  I am listless and tired all the time.  I have no motivation, no excitment, no hope.  

When will this feeling ever end? 
lagatta lagatta
46-50, F
1 Response Aug 13, 2010

Lagatta depression is an illness, it should be treated as such, go get checked out by your doctor,<br />
there can be any number of things wrong with you, as a result of the depression.<br />
don't just talk to your doctor, get a full medical, depression affects the mind and physical being,<br />
it needs to be addressed fully, and certainly not just by pills, that only gives you the feel good factor.<br />
You have taken the first step by posting on here, take the next step...See your Doc.....<br />
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I wish you well x