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Hollow Heart

"This place is so empty,
My thoughts are so tempting,
I don't know how it got so bad.
Sometimes it's so crazy,
That nothing can save me,
But it's the only thing that I have..."

I'm too young to be depressed. I'm too young to worry about the future so much. I'm too young to be so pessimistic. I can pick myself up, dust myself off, and live life to the fullest, right?

Wrong.

I won't give you a dramatic sob story about how my life sucks and how I should just go rot in a corner. You wouldn't understand. People only understand their own problems. If you hear mine, you'll just say, there's worse things than that you know, move on.

You're probably right. But I don't care. All I know is that the sadness and depression that I'm going through is eating up everything inside me and there's nothing left anymore. I'm worthless. Life's pointless.

Nothing goes right for me. Everything I hope for gets crushed, I let everyone down, I don't have any dreams for the future anymore...and so on. My life passes by me in a blur and I don't feel anything anymore... Now I just pretend to feel when I really don't. Sometimes, I'm such a good actress that even my brain gets fooled.

"I don't want to live
To waste another day
Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made
Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside
I don't want to fall and say I lost it all
Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall
Leaving pieces of me behind
And I feel like I'm breaking inside..."

DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123 18-21, F 11 Responses Oct 27, 2010

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I'm pretty much thinking the same thing...

...Although it wouldn't make much sense to talk about my problems in the context of this story.



What bothers me is that I get annoyed when people don't take my problems seriously, and then sometimes I catch myself discounting other peoples' problems as insubstantial.



Anyway, I'm beginning to ramble, which happens a lot online for me, so...



...bye

i know exactly how you feel. i can't take it anymore either...

I know how you feel in fact everything that you have mentioned is the exact same thing for me and even i'm not sure if I can take it but I hope that both of us can pull ourselves through this storm.

Dadadada King Arthur to his queens rescue Be gone fowl demon



vury shiny it is shiny gold

*giggles* Oh, it shall be gone if my knight in shining armor is here. :3



Oooh, shiny sword. O.o

*Pulls out sword* EXCALIBUR!!! down with thy depression fair maiden

=)

I shall fight it with u!

And I wish the same for you when I say that...

Even though I'm glad someone understands, I wish you didn't...for I wish you to be happy.

I know what you mean hun =/