The Rest Of The StoryIn another story KittenHasaWhip explained a few thing's about having depression and I would like to add to it is she dont mind. I want you to try to picture a few thing's in your mind please.
You are hanging a new picture on the wall and must drive in a new nail. you pull the hammer way back and swing. You miss the nail and get your finger. In a flash you are in pain and your temper just went to 100mph and your mouth is at 200 mph.
You just watched a horror movie that scared the be jivver's out of you and you dont want to go to bed because you are scared that death will come out of the darkness and steal you.
You have just had a heart attack and are laying on the sidewalk and you are reaching out to other's for help and understanding but all they do is look at you as they pass you by with a fast, oh come on now you are just fine. So you slowly die.
You have gone to a party and there are 100 hundred other people there but as you look around you feel that not one person in that room can see or hear or even feel that you are there, you are in an empty room all by yourself.
The doctor has just told you that you have a illness that will rob you OF life but will not TAKE your life. You have to live with it and it's effect's for the rest of your life maybe. He will give you pill's that may or may not help and have you come in and talk about it once a week. So all you want to think about is and end that is not in sight unless you take it into your own hand's in which it is sad to say that many today do because they cannot live each day with it.
Now I want you to take just the few thing's that I have listed that dont even touch the tip of thing's. I want you to roll them all into one bundle and turn it into a pill and take it. Now you have depression. Now you have what many of us battle everyday. Now you know how we must live day in and day out. Now you know what FEAR REALLY IS. And you are just starting out and it WILL get worse.
Now I will ask you to do just two more thing's for me. SNAP OUT OF IT AND JUST GET OVER IT. HUH ? YOUR STILL HERE !!!!!
Robert1256 51-55, M 7 Responses 2 Oct 29, 2010