How am I not suppose to cut when all my memories of being bullied come to my mind?! They won't leave me alone and I don't know what to do anymore :( I NEED help, but I won't get it. This is the only place that I can share my depressed feelings because everyone else things it's weird and doesn't understand. I am having suicidal thoughts right now but I won't go that low. Instead I will just give into everything and make a mark on my wrist.