Alone Amongst Friends

I would think of myself as depressed yet there are days when I am just angry and upset and bitter about things. I don't have any ambition to do anything, I left school and didn't know what I was going to do in life, I blagged my job interview by kissing ***. It was great fun and the job is fine. Its not so much a challenge any more. Life is just tedious to me, like being a christian perhaps and knowing that the next life is garenteed. I am annoyed that people I have know in this life have so much and appear so happy. When you talk to them though it seems that we all want what the other person has. To be single but not alone, to have fun but to be serious, to have wealth but not be greedy. Why do we act this way. The meds I am on help me through the day to day routine, and its just a routine. Nothing more then that.
insomnia2007 insomnia2007
26-30, M
1 Response Feb 24, 2007

I completely agree with you most people want the perks but not the work ... and it sounds like you have hit a plateau on your recovery ... if you want i can give you some suggestions in a message just lemme know n ill get back to you