Missing the Sun

I have been up and down the road of mental health for many years. Misdiagnosed, mismedicated, all the while surviving day-by-day without falling into dangerous drugs or illegal activities.. Now, I am at the age where living at home and hanging out with my younger friends doesn't work for me anymore. I feel misunderstood, alone, scared, and deeply depressed. I have a job, but I have no health insurance and I don't want to go to my job anymore. All I want to do is sleep. Iwant to try alternative medicine (possibly fasting or liquid detoxing) but I don't want to go it alone and I am unsure whether it will have any effect...Looking for some friends who might have some ideas on how to become a grown up living a teenage life.... Thanks....
BurgundyGirl BurgundyGirl
36-40, F
2 Responses Mar 5, 2007

I feel the same way.

Sweety you really need to get into treatment ... fasting or liquid dt. can only make your symptoms worse .. There are places you can go that are income based.... if you would like any help ... i could help you find some place ( i have bipolar d/o ) and have assistance in every aspect of mental illness dont give up hope