I Didn't Even KnowIt should have been obvious, really, but I didn't actually put the pieces together until yesterday.
I battle depression.
The thing that tipped me off was my sleeping patterns. Lately, it's like all I want to do is sleep. I wake up, and I start counting down the hours until I can go to sleep again. It's like I'm only truly happy in my bed, with nothing else to deal with.
But I'm battling it.
Long story short, I can be happy.