I feel like I have been depressed all my life. I'm not sure what is wrong with me. Anyone looking at me on the outside would think that I have it all together, admired by some, and jealous by some... if they only knew my tormented mind, what constant torment I go through that create in my own head...I have some great days but I have more bad days. I try to mask my depression but I don't know how much longer I can keep it up. I seem to have my highs surrounded by friends. But I feel so isolated and alone.