Round and Round, Up and Down Again

Well, I've done it again. From Sat night to aound 11 Wednesday you could not have found a happier person. And then I messed up. I feel awful but I should have known. For some reason I am incapable of being happy. On the rare occation that I am I always seem to find someway to mess things up. It's like the depression is such a part of me I miss it when it's not there. Now someone please tell me I'm not insane. I dare you.
salemstar salemstar
26-30, F
2 Responses Mar 29, 2007

Hi,<br />
I feel sorry for you.<br />
Depression is a bad one.<br />
And you need to talk to me you can write to me.<br />
Write about it and get it out of your mine.<br />
And get out and walk some time and get out and go to coffee shop and be around people.<br />
That is what I do.<br />
I am writer.<br />
I get out and write about things.<br />
Good luck<br />
You can wirte to me in time.<br />
<br />
Lashanda

nope...not insane. I feel ya. I miss it too, not even realizing it. I call it "my restless soul"