I Battle Depression
everything feels impossible... hopeless
why am i here?
why do i have to put up with all this crap?
I'm tired
stressed
kill myself?
maybe
if only i had the energy to do more than think about what i want
maybe its good i don't feel like doing anything
the only thing i feel like doing is jumping off a bridge
i'm engaged
but i still feel lonely
its not fair to him
he has to work a full time job and put up with me
no wonder i make him sad
he asks me why i lay in bed all day
i don't have an answer
it makes him upset
i don't know what to do
i should have a job
but i can't even get up to brush my teeth
what do i do?
i'm so tired
i can't stop sleeping
its so hopeless
why am i here?
why do i have to put up with all this crap?
I'm tired
stressed
kill myself?
maybe
if only i had the energy to do more than think about what i want
maybe its good i don't feel like doing anything
the only thing i feel like doing is jumping off a bridge
i'm engaged
but i still feel lonely
its not fair to him
he has to work a full time job and put up with me
no wonder i make him sad
he asks me why i lay in bed all day
i don't have an answer
it makes him upset
i don't know what to do
i should have a job
but i can't even get up to brush my teeth
what do i do?
i'm so tired
i can't stop sleeping
its so hopeless