I'm Sorry About My Pain

I'm sorry that I'm not the same,
All I think about is hurt and pain.
I'm sorry that the blood is slowly draining my smile away,
But sooner or later the scars will fade.
I'm sorry that all I want to do is be with you and stay,
But I don't want to take my problems out on you so hopefully it will end one day.
Not us to end. But my problems.

I'm sorry I feel like I'm never good enough,
But I'll do anything just to not give up.
I'm sorry I feel like a disappointment,
I'm lost in this moment and feel so distance.
I'm sorry all I can say is sorry.
I don't want you to leave,
I love you but I'm scared you don't love me.

I'm sorry you feel alone,
I know what you feel and I only want you to be happy.
You truly don't know how much I care for you.
I wish someone cared as half much for me as I do with you.
It's like you really don't know how much I understand you.
I know exactly what you been through and how you feel.
I just don't know what else to do.
Karma777 Karma777
18-21, F
3 Responses May 13, 2012

its aquired by not being afraid to live and hurt

So everybody has depression?
Just others have it worse??

tgats right, it isn't

How profound is it when depression isn't aquired by choice

It sucks.
(I'm not the most intelligent person, but I'm guessing that you said depression isn't a choice?)