I Need Someone...I need someone, I'm dying inside.
I need someone by my side. Someone I can cry to but then never see again in my life.
I can't stop crying when I'm alone. I feel like no one is here for me...
I don't even have a hard life, but everything is hurting. I want to hurt myself so bad.
No one is here to talk to me, and I don't want to open up to a stranger when I can't even do that with my bestfriends. I am alone.
I just wish I didn't bild everything up my whole life, because now its coming out.
All I can do is cry when I'm alone. I want to feel pain instead of the depressed feeling I have now. But pain only takes it away for a few seconds.
I need help, but I refuse to get it. I don't want anyone to know how bad I hurt, because they probably wouldn't believe it. I love to smile. But my Smiles are killing me more the laughter to me sounds silent. I feel dead inside. I'm calling out but still I deside to hide. I need to leave, when I hurt myself all I say is sorry. But I really am but I just can't stop. I'm sorry.