What to Say?

I have been battling depression since I was 17.  I have attempted suicide.  I have been on more antidepressants than I can count.  I was finally diagnosed with sleep deprivation and was on sleeping pills.  They stopped working so now I'm on anti-anxiety meds to help me sleep.  I get tired very easily, which then makes me depressed.  I am having a very stressful life right now, with numerous experiences and crisis over the last year and a half.  I have been almost constantly depressed now, and very often suicidal,  for almost a year because of all these experiences/traumas.  I have just lost my best friend of 6 years, which I am still grieving.  She did not die, but just decided to end the friendship.  There is way more to say, but I'm sure that's enough for anyone to read for now.
frozen frozen
36-40, F
Apr 17, 2007