A Knight In The NightMy fruitful hours fall every night time, when I have many thoughts to place in paper, scribbling and typing by the computer like wasting fruitful hours for a life analysis, mostly spending time in website yet still don't earn for a living. I have hope of finally landing on an on-line job, and if I am ask of any work, I deviate to a possibility that is seemingly not. Likewise, this sharpens my desire, that soon I would finally land a job on the net, one that is not a scam, and I would be fairly paid.
Actually I always affirm myself that things will gonna be okay, but my capacity does not suffice to my need. I only like pretending that things are okay though it is not. I'm not capable for an 8:00 a.m. to 5:00 p.m. rat race, and have to content myself to a part time job that is seemingly not. and I begin to run out of patience. Likewise, I busy myself with church activities, and keep me busy commenting on sites and giving advices or testimonies.
I don't limit my capacity contenting myself on these things that make the now. I foresee that sooner if not the soonest I will find relief to all these that I struggle to. Somehow though I have irregular sleep patterns, I'd been fruitful writing my column for years and at present, I author an unpublished book DID GOD MANIFEST IN FLESH?
I know God will preserve a space for me in this busy world, even beyond as I overcome depression after undergoing exorcism because I was inhabited by spirits before, even a legion, and I have struggled well desiring my place under the sun, knowing that God loves me well, as I had been his instrument for years, long before the duration of my illness, and making me a testimony to all by the life that I endured.
Great is God, that I owe him a lot as he deserves all the praise, glory, honor and power as we are the product of mighty things occurring through his name, Jesus!
jyonartatez 41-45, M 2 Responses 0 Jul 17, 2012