How I Feel Daily

I actually have to make myself get out of bed to go to work. I cry at the drop of a hat. I go from being happy to sad to angry for being this way in a split second. My husband doesn't understand whats happening to me. All I want to know is ........ is it right to have to live like this?
Rayne Rayne
22-25, F
1 Response Apr 28, 2007

I am sad and know to a degree how you feel. It is not right for you to be feeling this way, none of us should!! Have you seeked out professional help? If not i beg you too, even if you dont want to do it for yourself, then do it for your loved ones. IF you have a chemical imbalance then your depression is a DISEASE, like anyother one, that luckily can be managed to a degree with the help of o professional and perhaps even having to succumb to medication. My ex didn't understand it at all and eventually he left me, simply because we stopped having fun and he ended up having to do FAR more then he should have. I miss him terribly and will ALWAYS love him, recently i did something so profound, that when i told him (luckily we have remained friends) he said and i quote, * I am so damn proud of you, you are becoming the women i fell in love with again. * God that made my day, i never thought i would ever hear him say anything nice about me again. PLEASE do not allow your depression to steal your life, it can and it will if you don't seek help! Hang in there and KNOW that now have a friend that you can ALWAYS count on, good, bad or ugly!! Gentle hugs, Trish