The Flip Side
Explain to me what goes through your mind. How the you of yesterday is so hard to find.
Explain to me why that assured, enthusiastic light went out and a void of emotion filled it's place.
Explain to me why my words fall on deafened ears, do you see me? Do you hear me and am I still someone who matters to you?
Explain to me how I can help you find the person you were yesterday, re energize and give you hope once again. How do I open a window and let in the sun light and fresh air into a dark, stale and tired soul?
Do you still know I care? I extend my hand and feel withdrawal in return. I give my heart fully and receive emptiness in return.
Lord, help me know, feel, understand where it is you go, to be able to help you see through the cross wired, malfunctioning, confused state you slip into.
Please see me, know you are not alone. see my hand and my heart, know my frustration in trying to reach you. Please explain how I can help us remain a we.