Sunkk Down

some times i dont feel like doing anything i havent gotten a full nights rest in over two weeks i have been waking up alot and having night mares that keep me up. in the morning when i decide im done trying to sleep im so grumpy i dont want to do anything for my self. I hate being around people and i dont know why. i am so scared to open up to people about myself that i keep pulling meself away from every one i know i only have one friend and thats my boyfriend he doesnt understand dmy depression its so hard he thinks i like to be alone all the time. but its the opposite i want to be normal again and i want to have friends and i want to like spending time with my friends when im not working but no my demonds hold me back. i wish i couls go back to when i was a little kid again when every thing was so simple and i didnt feel the need to be alone
nicole518 nicole518
18-21, T
1 Response Sep 6, 2012

(((hugs))) I battled severe depression for a decade, starting in my mid teens. I know how it feels to want to be normal or happy but to be powerless against the sadness. It was a long climb out of the darkness for me but I made it. I still have down days like anyone else, but I know that if you keep on going things will get better for you. Sometimes all it takes is the right person to talk with who will listen without judging. Good luck and God bless you!

thank you i am working on things with myself i have a lot of isssues with my life and things have been getting beter not as good i as i want but i am making progress thank you for your suport being on this website and talking wiht people going through similar things helps so much exspeshaly because no body knows who i am so i can be more honest