Just Another Day

I don't even know where to begin.....

It seems like every day my moods get darker.  One minute I'm happy and the next all I want to do is close the blinds and sit in the dark alone.  I find I have nothing in common with anyone, and I have yet to connect with anyone on the internet.  It's not the sharing experience I was led to believe.

Zvezda Zvezda
41-45, F
2 Responses May 4, 2007

i believe if you want to take a step in the right direction to meet new people go to meetings, it dosnt neccesary that it be aa or n/a there are groups out there for everyone to help you breakout of that shell i am the same way but i just keep plunging around when i get online sooner or later you will conect, hopefulyy you will meet some friends, you can e mail me here i will talk with you until then if you do write you take care of your self and dont let it get u dodwn lots of loove, whiitetiiger

It's great that you can be so honest about your feelings. Have you spoken to a counselor or a doctor? I bet you can make a lot of personal connections, too. :) Thanks for sharing!